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   torn

   i really love my… boyfriend, i guess is what he is.

   we were together for 3 months until i broke up with him…but we’ve been back together for almost a month now…

   and i don’t want to be with anyone else. he makes me so happy. he is a simple man… nothing fancy. but he makes me smile and i love him. a lot. i know i love him. but… i’m so afraid to tell him. i don’t think he’d freak out or anything…but i don’t want to be vulnerable. i’m so afraid that if i tell him i really care about him and i would do anything for him, that he’ll just say “aww, that’s sweet” or “thank you.” (lol).

   at the same time… it’s tearing me up not telling him. I flew to St. Louis to visit with my family a few days ago, and i thought— what if something happened and i didn’t make it to St. Louis? What if i died and never told him how i felt??

   or does he KNOW? can he tell when i make his favorite meal or pick up a dozen of his favorite donuts that i’m doing it because i LOVE him??

   it’s scary loving someone. as completely cliche and cheesy and everything romancey and gooey as it sounds— it’s like literally handing someone your heart. scary! but… beautiful at the same time.

   bottom line… i love him. maybe someday i’ll just quit thinking about the repercussions and just say it. 

   

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      truly how you feel…tell...expect nothing in return....him...

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